{"id":2459,"date":"2008-10-14T00:38:16","date_gmt":"2008-10-14T05:38:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.prosebeforehos.com\/?p=2459"},"modified":"2008-10-14T00:38:16","modified_gmt":"2008-10-14T05:38:16","slug":"this-has-lost-its-meaning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.prosebeforehos.com\/piercing-glares-enticing-stares\/10\/14\/this-has-lost-its-meaning\/","title":{"rendered":"This Has Lost Its Meaning"},"content":{"rendered":"
Did you mean what you said
\nwhen you said what you said
\nwhen I heard you speak?<\/p>\n
Could I say it any clearer?<\/p>\n
When I smile at you, can you feel it?
\nWhen I think about you, can you hear it?<\/p>\n
When I question you, curse your name, and fall
\ncrying myself to sleep again, are you there with me
\nLying in bed with me, holding me close as if
\nwe were already lovers again?<\/p>\n
When will I return?<\/p>\n
I looked into the mirror again and saw myself
\nagain bags under hollow brown eyes
\nGod, you look so vacant
\nWhere did your insides go and
\nhow long has it been?<\/p>\n
This dream can’t last forever baby, it just can’t
\nShe took herself too seriously man, look what it got her
\nGod, I’m so confused
\nWhy can’t she come down already, come down to
\nmy level, right? Down where the shabby self-hatred lives<\/p>\n
Rise up Christian brothers before
\nthis right hand pulls you down<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Did you mean what you said when you said what you said when I heard you speak? Could I say it any clearer? When I smile at you, can you feel it? When I think about you, can you hear it? When I question you, curse your name, and fall crying myself to sleep again, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":33,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n